I Just Want You To Love Me.

I'm sorry that I love you. That's really all it comes down to.
I'm sorry that I want you to break up with your girlfriend for me.
I want you, so badly.

I wish I could just sit and stare at you, and have you looking back at me with the same love in your eyes. That's really all  I want.
You would make everything better. I would know I am loved.
She doesn't seem to realize what she has. I would, and I would treat you the best.

I would do anything for you. ANYTHING. honestly, you name it and I would do it, no questions.

And I'm going to start crying because I don't think I can ever have you. You're happy with her, and I should have stopped this a long time ago, but I'm never going to stop this.

I'm going back to starving after a week of food. This is gross. I am gross. I'm starving until next saturday - eating 1/4 of dinners because my mom is cooking them all this week. ONE QUARTER. If i eat more then I'm going to be so mad.
I'm already mad.

I want to look amazing in this dress for you. For you and to make Andrew jealous. I know that sounds so bitchy.

I'm so so sorry. I just want to be skinny and for you to love me.