I ate too much again today, but the new diet starts tomorrow.
this is going to hurt so much. I'm breaking down again. I don't want to do this.
I just read my friend's blog without her knowing (bad but not important right now) and she said that a friend of mine though i was hiding the thing between me and Person #2. I'm not hiding. I am not a coward.
I just don't eat and conceal it away from everyone because noone cares enough to notice, that's all.
And the people that know watch over me like hawks if i tell them anything. so i let them see me eat.
and then i go home and cry. or i purge.
i'm sorry. i didn't mean for it to be like this.
I don't know how i'm going to get myself out of this one.
Blackberry in 50 days, 1 hour and 29 minutes... if i can pull through
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