new accomplishment?

so I don't know why i'm still beating myself up over eating more then 500 calories :/ I burned 2180 today.
which i am very proud of. But at the same time, damn i could have done it with much less food in my system...

that fucking cookie i had could have been taken away,
and so could the sub have
and i didn't even have to eat the pizza, so much work to purge it...it was disgusting.

but tomorrow will hopefully be better - we're going out with a group of friends because tomorrow's the last day of school. that means eating ...
damn.
i know.
but i'm going to play it safe, maybe act sick.
We'll see where it goes, i might have to penalty myself or run later to make up for intaken food.


point is, i excersized alot and i'm actually very proud of myself.