I'm So Sorry

I didn't mean for you to get so hurt. It's breaking me right now to know that you don't even watt my help, for whatever's happening in your life.,
i know you have had a hard road, so have most of us. that doesn't mean that you cant turn yourself around. and i know that you don't think like that right now, but i also know that things will get better.

i don't ever want to have to come to your funeral, i want us to be able to live to a good old age and bury each other as the time comes naturally.

I'm sorry that I'm better to be around you when I'm sad., but I need to turn my own life around right now, and I thought I was headed in all the right roads.

I know that you are playing me right now, I know that you don't want me and person 2 together, but you want us together a lot.

so complicated.
she had this idea that made perfect sense: if i got together with him, then she would get over him and i would get over person 1, and he would get over his ex...everything solved. but problem is I don't know if I like him...and I don't think i do.
secondary problem: he hates life right now and wants to die. I need to help him see that there are people around him who care and can help him. I don't want to have to date him just to make him see this, but I will if I have to.