Look At What You've Done.

May 4, 2011

Rant:

Do you see what you've done to me?
I don't even know who I am any more.

What do I do when you were my only purpose, and now I figured out that I don't need you?

I was almost caught purging. She might suspect me, but I don't want her to know.
Psycological problems probably are the cost of this, but it's all in the name of beauty - inner and outer.

I don't even understand what I did wrong, how could you not like me? I'm always the one being here for you, and wanting you to be happy, yet you can't accept that I might be the best thing for you. I want you to be happy so much, it's something I would be willing to give my life for.

I'd catch a grenade for ya.

Yes, that's me.

And you're happier without me, so I gave up.
I gave up on everything. On you. On aspects of school.
I can't focus
I can't eat
I can't sleep

When I do sleep, my dreams are haunted by you. You've everywhere and I see you.

I don't care about anything. It's just me now.

This face, this mask that I put on, it's one of beauty. It is true beauty but it's really not me.

WATCH ME WHEN I'M ALONE
I'm different then...I'm different when I'm in silence.