Now That It's Reposted...

That took a while :/

I realized that I really didn't want everyone seeing what was really going on in my head because they didn't need to. I don't want certain people knowing what I think of other certain people and vice versa.

I want to make this blog for me, not for anyone else. QSTT is still up, and it will still be used for general statements about things. This is specifics. Nobody AT ALL knows about this one, and no one will.


On a different note, I completely fucked myself over again. One of my bestfriends' crushes (who is also my ex) and me kinda....well...we made out...alot?
And it was way worse then that. It was ... bad. Like...really bad. I can't describe it on here. Let's just say we came damn close to sex. No BJ's though.

And now I don't know what to do. I want to date him, but I don't know if it would be worth it again. He's got lots of baggage, but maybe there's something really good that can come out of this.
Let's refer to this ex boyfriend as Person #2 or "M". (not because it needs to be a secret, but because I'm afraid of anyone ever finding this site).


Person #3 (we'll call him "W"): he's been in and out of my life alot. and before we kind of drifted apart last time, we were going to hookup minus the sex. Problem is, I may very well like him. Secondary problem: Him and Person #2 are enemies, who absolutely hate eachother >.<

And Person #1 who has been referred to before - has a girlfriend! I don't really like her, and not because she's his girlfriend, but because I just ... don't like her much! :S
And of course, she's skinny
and she's pretty
and she's blonde.
...yeah I'm not -.-

and I don't know who I like. And I can't figure it out. But I need to soon, or I'm going to go insane.