I'm sorry. I didn't mean for it to get this far - and i know i have said that alot now.
It's all because of you. Ryan. You are everything, and I know that sounds ridiculous coming from a fifteen year old girl, but I've loved you for so long now - and yes love - that i would do absolutely anything for you, including starve myself just to let you see me.
Your girlfriend, shes my thinsporation. She's a perfect skinny blonde with a nice attitude and no problems.
I'm sorry i'm not skinny - that at least i can control.
When I'm skinny, you'll finally love me as more then a friend.
I'm so pissed off today. Matt deleted me off his phone and wont talk to me at all. I didn't mean to screw everything up. Every time i come back into his life i fuck something up, and i hate it. I didn't mean to make him think i was playing with him - i wasnt.
I'm sorry that he likes me, and I'm sorry that i said no.
I'm sorry hes like this, but i'm so upset with myself now.
I didn't mean to do this to you...
I ate so much today, I feel absolutely disgusting . Who would love a fat girl ?
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